I have never really liked Sunday's, not even when I was little. I used to get this overwhelming sad feeling every Sunday when I was growing up. I don't know if it was because I knew that I was going to have to spend the day with my step-father in the house or that I had to go to school the next day. Either way, both were horrible!
That feeling of complete overwhelming dread stayed with me into my adult years. It has just been the last few, that I can really enjoy a Sunday.
This Sunday, is me lying in bed, watching TV and blogging. I had a hysterectomy 5 weeks ago tomorrow, and I am still not 100%. I am having to deal with headaches, hormonal issues, and my right leg has hurt since I have had the surgery done. I am going to the Dr tomorrow, and I hope that maybe I can get answers as to why it is hurting so badly. I have read online that quite a few women experience leg pain after this procedure, and most of the time, they can not find out what it is. I sure hope that is not me. I did start Natural HTR yesterday. I am hoping that I do well on it.
I am wanting to make some life changes. Number 1 on the list is that I want to stop smoking. I have tried many different things, but they all seem to end with me either having a bad reaction to it, or I don't have the strength and give up. The addiction to smoking is a horrible addiction and I hope and pray that I can stop. I am looking at different exercise programs to incorporate into my life. I have degenerative disc disorder, and what several physicians have said to be Fibromyalgia. I live in constant pain, well at least I have for the last 2 years. It rather sucks. So, for right now, I am having to look for something I can do that will not hurt my neck, left arm, and lower back for exercise. I know that I am going to start walking every day. I think that is at least a beginning. I have one more week left, and then I am at my six week mark since my surgery, so I should be able to pretty much do everything "normal" again. Although, my life was not really normal before the surgery. I honestly didn't do much. My life was pretty much the same every single day. I would wake up, smoke a cig. drink some soda or coffee, and get on the computer. It felt like I honestly didn't have much going on in my life. I now want to change that and there are some big changes coming up in my life, that I know will help that. I can't tell you what they are, at least not right now. So, if you keep reading my great life adventures, you may just find out as soon as I can say!
I feel bad for Chris. He is doing laundry, and doing dishes, and cooking dinner. I am laying in bed watching TV and on the computer. My leg hurts though, and I honestly do not feel well today. I just do not want to walk on it because it is hurting so much. Not to mention I am having a headache. Plus when I take pain pills, it makes me feel woozy, and kind of nauseous, especially when I move. Chris is a very good man. I could not ask for a better person to share my life with. He treats me like a queen, and the kids are his *even if they are not biologically* You tell him that and he would tell you, in his nice polite but straight to the point way, just where to go.
So for right now, I am laying here, watching HGTV'd dreaming of all the pretty houses people are buying, hoping one day that I will have one like that too!
